At the crossroads of life..

Times change and so do people, is what we generally say,
Though I am starting to believe, it’s time that changes people,
As much as I would like to say that people change times,
But here I am, myself alone, filled with contentment and regret,
For what I have got from life and what have I given back to it,
For what I am blessed to have and what I didn’t fight to make right.

I want to put both in a balance and toil for the results to bend to my side,
And when I am successful, do the same for the next person beside.
Let all the sorrows vanish or give the inner strength to hide,
I can’t go like this, for long, on this mystifying life’s ride.

I don’t mind if my eyes get wet but not by what came my way,
But by the rain where I once danced my heart away,
I want to breathe the same air again and laugh the same way,
I want to make every moment perfect and cherish every day
But something is stopping me, something is blocking me,
And I don’t have the answers, nothing yet, indeed.

Here I am, standing alone at the crossroads of life, wondering, contemplating,
How do I cross without interrupting the traffic, without causing any harm,
And while I wait impatiently for the roads to clear,
I might be forced to reconsider the path, by a deep down fear.

Mala Marathi yet nahi :(:):

Maharashtrat vees varsh rahilya nantar mala haa vakya mhnaycha ajeebat hak nahi! Pan mee nehmeech hey mahnat rahili aahe.. Shaadet jevha mazi marathi teacher mala marathit bolayla mahnaychi majha uttar “Mala Marathi bolna yet nahi”. Dahveet Marathi madhe kami ank midalya nantar maza bahana “Mala Marathi lihna yet nahi”. Nagpur aalya nantar jevha maze friends Marathit sambhashan karayche maza mat “Mala Marathi samjhat nahi”. Aani kadhihi kuthehi konihi vicharla ki tula Marathi yete kaa tar maza lagech uttar “Ho!!! Mala bolna aani lihana pan yete. Mee bal pana pasun Nagpuratach raheeli aahe, mala chhaan Marathi yete.” Mag toh lagech vicharto “Ho kaa? Mag bolun dakhav..” Aani mee taloon dete. Bahutek lokanna asach vate ki mee fokatach style maarte.

Haa maza tya sarv lokanna siddh karnya saathi chota sa prayatna aahe.. “Ho, mala marathi yete, chhaan marathi yete” Hyderabad aalya nantar maazi paristithi thodi bigadli aahe pan tumcha jeev kuthe lagla tar tumhi te kadhi aayushyat visru shaknaar nahi. Aani maza jeev tar nehmich Nagpurat rahila aahes. Maza aayicha gav Nellore, mazya babancha gav Nellore javad ek chhota sa gav aani maaze itar natevaik Hyderabadla, aani mazya aayi-babancha aattacha rahna MPla, pan hey sarv lakshyat thevunhi mala aajhi koni vicharla ki tujha ghar kuthe tar maza utter Nagpur aste. Asa lagav zala Nagpurshi.

Maaza ek swapna aahe. Varshanavarsha nantar, maaza lagna zaalya nantar, kadhitari mee aaplya poranna Nagpur gheun jaeen aani mag tyanna ek ek jaagah dakhvun tyacha mazya jeevnaat mahatva sangeen. Gandhi Nagar aani Jaripatka cha aamcha ghar, maazi shaada, maaza kanisht mahavidyalaya, aamcha playground, aamchi classes, Aapla Persistentcha office, maaza cubicle, Abhyankar nagar cha Dinshaws parlour, civil lines che sundar raste, aapla Eternity mall, shankarnagar cha poha, lokmatcha omlet, VNITcha auditorium, aapla Aarohi room, Hostel cha maza room aani te sarv thikaani gheun jaeen jyanchi malaa aata yaa kurseet bassoon, he lihatanna, khup khup aathvan yet aahe.

Ek muli jyala Marathichi itki bheeti hoti ki tee dahveet changle marks midvaayla Shravan Masavar ek teen pannyacha purna nibandh ratoon geli hoti (aani luckily toh parikshet aala pan hota!), teela ajeebat vishwas hot nahi ki hey teen utare tine swatah lihile aahes!

He tya mitra sathi jyani mala nehmi marathi bolnya saathi motivate kela aahes..

If that is all you want to hear..

Two siblings, a girl and a boy at the beach:
(Girl building a sand castle and boy playing cricket with his friends a few meters away)
The ball suddenly comes and hits the castle and it collapses.
(Boy comes running to get the ball)
Looks at the broken castle and his angry sister and realizes he is in trouble.
Boy: Oops, I am sorry sis.
Girl: Is it! Fine then, take this.
Girl throws the ball away into the sea.
Boy (furious): Crazy girl. I told you I am sorry. And it is not my ball.
Girl: Well it was my castle though! And oh!!! If that solves everything, then I am sorry too bro.
(Both look towards the sea and the ball raising and falling with the water)



A girl and boy (madly in love) at the restaurant:
Boy: You order, I pay
Girl: Not fair, you always do that.
Boy: I love doing that
Girl: I love you loving doing that.
(Boy smiles)
(Girls smiles back)

After some time..
Boy pays the bill, leaves a hundred rupee note as tip.
Girl: Is that much required?
Boy: That is ok, we had a lovely time. It is worth that smile of yours.
Girl (frowning) : Now?
Boy: What is wrong with you?
Girl: What is wrong with me! All I am saying is that it is exorbitant and unnecessary. And you think something is wrong with me?!? Great!!!
Boy realizes he is in trouble.
(Both leave without making a scene)

While walking back..
Boy: Sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.
Girl: But you did.
Boy: I said I am sorry.
Girl: Fine, if that solves everything, then I am sorry too.
(Both don’t speak for the rest of the walk)



Newly wed husband and wife at market:
Wife: Bhaiyya, bhendi kaise?
Sabji waala (let us call him Ganesh): 12 Rupaiyya pav
Wife: Kya bol rahe ho bhaiyya, main kya pehlli baar lene aayi hu. Dus rupaiyye mein dete ho toh do.
Ganesh: Nahi memsaab, kahi bhi aur aapko bhendi nahi milegi. Aaloo chahiye toh lelo, dus nahi, 8 rupaiyya mein lelo.
Husband holding a heavy bag full of already bought vegetables gets impatient.
Husband: It is just 2 re yaar, just give it to him and finish it. I already had a bad day at work arguing with my boss over the sales index of our product, now I am in no mood to listen to him speak about the sales index of bhendi.
Wife: Why are you shouting at me?
Husband realizes he is in trouble.
Husband: I am sorry, let us go home please..
Wife: I didn’t come to stay with you leaving my parents to hear your loud voice.
Husband: I said I am sorry. And you should understand that after office I am generally not in a mood for such tasks.
Wife: Ok, will not ask for it in future. And yeah, if that solves everything, then I am sorry too.
(They come home, wife enters the kitchen and husband sits in front of the TV, both lost)



Shit!!! Women are unreasonable!!! Or complicated maybe..

The guy realizes he made a mistake and apologizes for it instantaneously..
But the girl fails to understand it and goes one step ahead and mocks at his sorry.

The guy is hurt. He really meant it when he said sorry. He is broken by the fact that his beloved fails to understand that.

The girl might have sounded unreasonable. But she was too hurt by the first statement to be reasonable after that. And in fact I pity the girl. Her state is so helpless that she cannot even say a meaningful sorry now!

The fact that the two still hold on to each other in spite of infinite such issues speaks in itself. Both love each other and value the relation too much to be affected by such issues.

And in the end, it is not “sorry” what one wants to hear. It is something else..



With love..

Every picture says something..

A few pics which were thought provoking...
I am not an artist but was fascinated when I saw them. Here are few senseless interpretations of the few wonderful pieces by my friend..




That's life!
Looks dreadful indeed. Now you know what you can feel happy about.

Look at it for a moment. You will able to appreciate the source of light and find one within! The world does seem dark..





The Artificial Glow!
Even man-made glow can enlighten the world. All you need is an inspiration to provide it!

Picture Perfect!
You get up early morning and watch out of the window and realize this is the perfect day to doze off! Call your manager in a squeaky voice and say you are unwell and not able to come to office. And just kill time lying idle and reading a long unattended book.





Into the clear blue sky!
Sometimes it is better to sit and relax rather than flying!





Light and Fire!
Amazed by the power to illuminate and to burn. Choice is in our court!





Seeking the path!
Our dark empty life etched over a bright lively world. Happiness depends on how much we can discover that brighter side.





Perfect Past!
Looks like the memories of the perfect past. Past always is perfect, isn't it!





The other side of the story!
The setup for a perfect romantic scene. But yet incomplete. The just perfect romantic scene without a perfect couple! That is what makes all the difference!

A heart inside a heart inside a heart!!! Love has no bounds..





No.. The man is not peeing!! Weird pic though!?!?
Every man is at the turning point of his life some or the other time, you just just don't need to turn away from it. You should rather face it.





Nostalgic?!??!
Reminded of your old gold days.. That was exactly the purpose, always treasure those days.





Beautiful indeed!
Music too can be beautiful. Desperately waiting for the touch..




Every Picture says something. You just need to interpret it in a way that it helps you!

Thank You photographer!!! :)

A year that passed by..

Lost in my own small world, I had no account of how days were rolling by. A few days back, when I was working on a scheduling devreq on Client Application in 7.0 (this is only to emphasize on the fact that I do work in office) in office, I noticed the date and was surrounded by a bunch of heavy emotions difficult to list here and much difficult to gather together.

I could not believe it.

Never thought it would be so easy..

Never thought I would be able to do this..

Never thought I would be able to do this without shedding tears every day..

After bidding good bye to my closest associates, when I used to go home everyday riding my wave with wind gushing over to my face and happy – sad memories from the past running in the background of my mind, I always had this sinking feeling that these are few important people in my life whom I might not be able to see again! But luckily for me, this did not happen. One of my dearest friend cum hostel-mate cum dynamite partner staying with me for months, few of my best friend’s close friends coming to Nagpur for reunion, many of my close acquaintances and respected figures turning up for the college reunion, going on trip to Ahmedabad to relive a few moments and strengthen a few bonds, building up new relations and rediscovering old relations at PSL and having the first secret keeper friend, spending some gossip nights at VNIT hostel with my beloved archi dynamites, moving to Hyderabad and reliving college life with some just-acquaintance VNITians, trip to Bangalore to catch up some old friends and laugh on some old meaningless jokes and last but not the least spending the best time of my life in Hyderabad with a bunch of VNITians with whom I never thought I would share my life with.

Now when I look back, though it would be unfair and also incorrect to say it is not those four years that I miss terribly but it is this one year that I treasure more which has given me the strength to keep the memories of those four years locked safely in my small box of valuables and has given me a hope that someone somewhere is always made for you to fill some colours in your otherwise boring life.

To all those wonderful people..

Random thoughts - Part 1

Every girl has a dream.

Every girl has a dream boy.

So did she..

And there is a song, which plays in the background at his presence..

And there is a place, where you have always wanted to be with him..

So did she..

All through her life, she has dreamt of all this..

All through her life, she waited for that moment..

And then when the moment finally arrives, she came to terms with a strange realization.

The place was perfect, with the most romantic way glowing under a chain of diamonds and its reflection in the under laying lake giving the perfect touch.

The music was perfect with the perfect guy aside.

But in spite of all this the moment did not seem perfect. When the romance is replaced by the never ending silence and an “I love You” loses its significance, all she can do is admire the place but not live the moment that she had dreamt of throughout. But she decides to hold on, for some moments, if required for some time and if required even for days, weeks, months and years. All she knows is she can overcome anything and everything to bring this dream to reality. If not today may be some other day. Be it any place, be it any music but it has to be this guy.

While she wonders if she knows him enough to read his mind right now and if she ever will be able to understand him, a drop of pearl was all that was needed to move the guy. The drive way changed its course to the most romantic way and the never ending silence was broken by a stupid senseless joke. Everything seemed back to normal. All that remained was a thought, “will I ever be able to read his mind the way he does mine”.

PS: Just a random thought, passed on to my ear by some random girl.. More to come..

I wish I could fly...

When sky cannot hold your happiness and joy,
And all you want to do is fly, very high,
When you have had too much to worry,
And had no time to ponder,
When that time passes by,
And you have nothing, you wonder,
When you want to do the craziest thing possible,
And you have no one to accompany,
When you know its just not feasible,
And still you want to fly,
Fly, and fly, and fly, and fly,
And reach a place miles away,
And hear to all that silence can say..